Tuesday, 14 April 2009

Getting Nervous....

Ok so I am beginning to get nervous about my audition next week the 22nd April. I am one of 20 auditioning at the Blag Club in Notting Hill. My performance is at 21:05 precisely. It's a bit of a strange one as the audition will be in front of an audience. Each contestant has been given a guest list for the club which I still need to sort out!!! aaaahhhhhh!!!

The winner gets to record a song in a recording studio and also have a music video made which will just be amazing! I don't think I will win but it will be fun just to take part I hope.

I'm singing Apologise by One Republic which I have been taking singing lessons for and have been practising every second of every day! When I walk to the shop or take the dog for a walk I am singing. Yes you may have seen me singing to my self on the bus or on my way to work and you probably think I'm strange but I have to get it right!!! I'm evening singing to it as I write!


This will also be good practice for my X Factor audition on the 5th May at the O2 Arena. I auditioned a few years ago and it didn't go so well! I was so nervous and forgot my words it was so embarrassing! I was humiliated and it destroyed my confidence! This was about 4 years ago! It made me forget about what I love to do the most and I totally neglected my voice. Over the last year though for some reason I have been getting back into it and I feel more determined than ever. I definitely don't think I was ready for it the last time but now I know that I am! But still I keep think how humiliating will it be if I don't get through at least the first round? Anyways! One week and two days till the Blag Club!


Better get that guest list sorted or I'll have no support!!! Here's Sammy my baby!!!


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